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♥ Monday, August 27, 2007

have been having fun for the past few days..

hahahas..

friday 24/08

not wanting to go to work..

i sms-ed tQ to ask her if she's free to go out in the morning..

but she's having lesson..

but noon..

she skiped her lesson..

and so i met up with her at FEP..

slack at uncle's shop for awhile..

lunched at ramen ten..

after that..

back to uncle's shop again..

me and tQ each bought a bag from his shop.. =)

then after that..

walked around FEP then headed to paragon..

had afternoon tea at coffee club..

hahahas..

first time having afternoon tea with just the both of us only..

after that..

taka then heeren..

jason came over..

dinnered at cine..

then tQ left..

so me and jason went walk around town again..

while waiting for alan to come..

from cine to taka to wisma then back to FEP..

then alan finally came..

hahahas..

both of them went zouk..

and me home.. =D

saturday 25/08

went tQ house first..

waited for her to knock off..

then after that..

together we went to work..

first time work so fun..

hahahas..

pictures shall do all the talkings..

popcorns~~~~*

this is our working area..

pop! pop! pop! =D

sunday 26/08

had mahjong session at sharon's house with gh & jason..

played from 2 plus till 10 plus..

and i lost 14 bucks to sharon!!!!

RAH!!!!!!

and jason lost 10 to gh..

OMG!

we played 10 cents 20 cents leh..

yet i loss so much!

wth la..

not my day man! =(

as for today..

had school from 9 to 12..

boring monday morning..

first thing first was the intro to the new system..

then had accounting lesson..

but the lecturer don't want to teach..

coz the class only left the 3 locals..

hahahas..

thus..

he's lazy to explain the next lesson to the others..

so he didn't start lesson today..

after that was managnment - julian's class..

hahahas..

lots of laughter and jokes during his lesson!

i was laughing all the way la..

donno why sia..

i really love attending his lesson althought it's a boring subject.. =P

lol..

after school..

went amk hub for awhile then homed! =)

❤ 5:44 pm

♥ Friday, August 24, 2007

RAH!~~~~~~~~~~*

school's starting next monday..

OMFG!

i have not even enjoy myself much yet..

and i hate the new sehedule system too..

it sucks!

all the timing so wired..

and still need to scan in scan out..

WTH!

RAH! RAH! RAH!!!

I HATE SCHOOL!!!

can i don't start school so early?????

BOO!~~~~~*

OH!

and..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MR WANG DA DONG!!!! =)

❤ 12:10 pm

♥ Thursday, August 23, 2007

please stop all those childish acts and stupid attitude can..

i've been tolerating it all these while..

and it's starting to get on my nerves already..

people do change due to the environment..

and as well as when people grow up..

so please accept the changes they made to suit their life..

and stop all the ignoring and avoiding..

it's irritating..

thank you!

❤ 5:50 pm

♥ Thursday, August 16, 2007

this will be my 240th entry since 15/09/04..

hahas..

so little only..

i tot i bloged alot last time..

hahas..

aniways..

look at the time now..

it's 8:00 am in the morning..

and i haven get some sleep yet..

hahas..

and and and..

i'm not tired at all..

lol =D

❤ 8:05 am

♥ Tuesday, August 14, 2007

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY STEPHY!

❤ 12:15 pm

♥

due to asking a question via sms..

he called..

and we had a super long talk over the phone ytd night..

i seriously missed it after since we go our way..

half way talking..

my phone gave me problem again..

it auto cuts my call..

so..

i was unreachable for a min or so..

during that min..

he keep on calling and calling..

worrying that something might happen to me..

hahas..

that silly boy.. =D

around 3 plus..

we finally hang up..

it's a wonderful talk.. =)

thank you for telling me the answer

and some other things which i came to know when you tell me..

seriously..

i'm not angry with you..

i just feel that..........

that.......

*sights*

i also donno how to use words to describe that feeling..

❤ 11:43 am

♥ Monday, August 13, 2007

ytd after blogging..

i went to have a bath..

then sharon called and ask if i wanna go K-ing..

and of course..

i said YES!

hahas..

took cab down tpy..

on the way there..

the lightings were so scary and horrible..

it's like there's 'something' coming..

i was so scared in the cab la.. =x

reached there around 11 plus..

and we left at 2..

send sharon lee back first..

den the 4 of us (me, pris, sharon & kenny) shared cab home..

reached home at around 2 plus..

i was so tired that i went to bed immediately..

but the funny thing is that..

i can't SLEEP!!!

i don't know why either..

tired but can't sleep = wired

but i managed to fall asleep only at 4 plus..

hahas..

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okie..
thanks to joceyz that i've to do this quiz.. @______@

Each player of this game starts off with TEN weird habits or little known things about yourself.

People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own TEN weird or little known facts about yourself as well as state this rules clearly. At the end, you must choose 6 people to tag and list their names. NO TAG BACKS.

1. i hate and scared of spiders. regardless it's real or fake.

2. it's a must for me to have my towel and big bao bao with me when i sleep. =D

3. it's a must for me to have my ipod/handphone music when i'm alone.

4. i love mango juice with nata de coco and can finish it (big packet) within an hour. =D

5. i'm not a good drinker. at most 3 cups?

6. the longest time i've stay awake is 2 days. =p

7. i bite my nails. =x

8. i do things depend on my mood.

9. i love staying at home most of the time.

10. i hate maths and i'm not good at it. =)

and so..
the 6 lucky people I have to ask to blog now are:

- pinky.tQ
- sharon tan
- felicia
- priscilla
- erika
- shuping

❤ 2:16 pm

♥ Sunday, August 12, 2007

wheeeee~~~~~*

exams are FINALLY over!!!!

hahas..

had my last paper, which is CRM today..

not too bad..

still can do..

hahas..

hope can pass ba..

hehes.. =D

after exam..

went to eat steamboat with fel, huang li, catherine, jessica & marc at marina bay..

we were there early..

so we waited for nearly an hour before we start to have our dinner..

but half way through waiting..

marc left first as he said that he's not feel well..

so only left the 5 of us..

we started our steamboat at about 5

and we left the place at around 7 plus..

the 4 of them were like so full after that..

but i'm not..

hahas..

donno what happen to my stomach.. =x

lols..

and and and...

i swear that today is my FIRST and my LAST time to kill crabs..

OMG!

i don't wanna do it again man..

i felt so sorry for the 2 crabs when i kill them..

they were like still 'alive' when i chop them into 2 parts..

RAH!!!~~~~~*

it's so.........

aiyo..

i donno how to decribe la..

but overall..

i won't want to kill crabs anymore..

but i'll still eat them.. =x

lols.. =D

❤ 9:40 pm

♥ Saturday, August 11, 2007

thursday 09/08

meet up with tQ at amk first..

after that..

took cab down city hall to mit wayne and his friends..

afterwhich..

we decided to go merlion park to see firework..

but it's soooooo darn crowded..

everywhere is people..

so, we end up watching firework on the bridge..

hmmm..

the firework is not very nice..

i prefer last year de..

hahas..

after the firework..

we walked all the way to lao pa sat to have dinner..

it's soooo far...

hahas..

after dinner..

me and tQ left for MOS..

meet aaron there..

thanks for the drinks guys..

hahas..

club till around 2 plus then home..

friday 10/08

suppose to go to work today..

but i'm tooooo lazy to do so..

so, me end up staying at home till 3 plus,

then left to meet joceyz to go town walk walk..

but joceyz wanna put her labby..

so we headed back to her house first..

then end up slacking at her house instead of going town..

hahas..

had a supper long girl talk in her room..

and i came to realise alot of things after that..

how i wish the other two were there too.. =)

but they're busy with their things..

so..

MY DEAREST PINKY..

MEET UP SOON YEA? =)

as for today..

stayed at home the whole day to study for tmr's CRM exam..

*sights*

think i'm gonna flunk the paper again.. =x

hahas.. XD

wish me luck! =D

now you know how hurt is love..
and how hurt you will get after giving up on a relationship..
then why did you let go of it in the first place..

❤ 8:11 pm

♥ Wednesday, August 08, 2007

was looking around just now..

then i came across sharon's blog..

and saw this..

which starts to make me wonder too..

*sights*

"sometimes some things makes me wonder.
are you here because you need someone,
or because you need me?
i still cant help but wonder
wonder why you chose me."

❤ 9:20 pm

♥ Sunday, August 05, 2007

i'm so freaking tired after all these sleepless nights and cyings..

it's already getting on my nerves..

JASMINE!!!

WAKE UP PLEASE!!!!

EVERYTHING'S OVER!!!

SO GET OVER IT AND START AFRESH!!!

exams are SOON coming to an end..

yeah!

time for enjoyment after this sunday..

whooo..

anyways..

sorry to let all my dearest friends worry about me these days..

so sorry..

but don't u all worry from now on..

because i'm okie le..

really, really okie le..

so SMILE everyone! =)

and oh..

by the way..

I WANNA SEE FIREWORKS!!!

and KBOX SOON PLEASE!~~~~~~~~~~*

and..

SENTOSA TOO!!!

hahas..

❤ 3:13 pm

♥ Saturday, August 04, 2007

when will i learn to stop crying myself to sleep everynight..

when will i stop thinking of u whenever i close my eyes..

when will i learn to live my life without u being by my side..

when will this kinda emo feelings end..

i've no answers to these questions either..

yes..

a sleepless night again yesterday..

and i seriously need some sleeping pills..

so as to help me just get some sleep and stop thinking about anything..

my eye bags are so heavy..

and panda eyes are coming out too..

anyways..

had exam on introduction to hospitality and tourism this afternoon..

and i seriously think i'll flunk it..

because i didn't study much at all..

i'm not in the mood to do anything after the 2nd of aug..

my mind and feelings are all in a mass..

i feel like locking myself in a room..

with no one, nobody, no nothing..

just me, myself..

alone..

我带着一颗疲惫的心走了..
我知道自己在你心里已不重要..
虽然我们曾经相聚过..
也许对于你来说..
已经没有什么值得回忆..

我带着一颗沉重的心走了..
我知道自己没有勇气道别离..
虽然我们曾经拥有过..
但是对于你来说..
已经没有什么值得回忆..

难道早以注定..
不能真正拥有你..
难道我真心付出一切..
只为了承受孤单和寂寞..

我知道你不敢对我坦白..
是不要看到我的伤怀..
虽然你没有说要离开我..
我已经感到你不再属于我..

如果你还爱我..
你不会对我如此的冷漠..
又怎会让我在漫漫长夜独自徘徊..
如果你还爱我..
你不会对我如此的冷漠..
我只能含着眼泪..
默默的离开..

❤ 11:22 pm

♥ Friday, August 03, 2007

when i was surfing online just now..

i came across this person's blog..

and there's a phrase which she wrote,

somehow, represents how i'm feeling right now..

this is it..

"I don’t wanna feel this hurt..
I don’t wanna feel this pain..
I don’t wanna be in silence,
but you took my words away..
I don’t wanna be inside..
I don’t wanna be alone..
But I know I will be on my own, my own.."

❤ 7:43 pm

♥

i'm so afraid whenever i close my eyes..

tears will just keep flowing like a running tap..

and my mind will start to be in a mass..

thinking of u..

thinking about our memories..

thinking about everything that u have done..

but..

一起擁有過的快樂, 已經像斷了線的氣球..

when will this kind of feeling end or fade away..

我真的, 真的..

不確定我的笑容還能夠撐多久..

我很討厭現在這樣的自己..

我討厭獨自一個人在哭的自己..

我討厭在家人, 朋友面前裝堅強的自己..

我討厭..

非常討厭..

真的很討厭..

it's not me..

the real me..

能愛你是件很幸福快樂的事..

and..

don't forget the memories we once shared..

i'll miss u..

good bye..

那时我们天天在一起..
太幸福到不需要距离..
很贪心..
要全世界注意..

只是太年轻,
快乐和伤心..
都像在演戏,
一碰就惊天动地..
今天, 看你..
昨天的你去了哪里..

那年夏天我和你躲在,
这一大片宁静的海..
直到后来我们都还在,
对这个世界充满期待..
今年冬天你已经不在,
我的心空出了一块..
很高兴遇见你..
让我终究明白..
回忆 -- 你真是精彩..

还记得一起努力,
还有那些一言为定..
现在我就当过去是种学习,
虽然好不容易..

❤ 1:30 pm

♥ Thursday, August 02, 2007

3 month plus of relationship has ended..

thank you for everything tt u've done..

i really enjoy the time being tgt wif u..

thank you for toleratin my stubborn behaviour,

my childishness, my attitude and so on..

i really apprecite it lots and lots..

thank you for bringing me into a wonderful world of fairytale..

and i do really hope time will patch things up..

i don't wish to end like this..

and i really really don't..

i'll miss u badly too..

esp the times we spent tgt..

esp the way u behave infront of me..

esp the talkings on the phone..

esp the names which we used to call each other..

esp the fun, the joy, the laughter we had..

esp those unhappy and sad moments we shared..

and esp the care and concern u gave me..

i'll never forget them all..

hope u too, wont forget them all..

u've break ur promise..

but i'll forgive u..

u said u nid sum time to be alone to settle somethings..

i'll let u be..

hope everything will be fine soon..

do take good care of ah b & bb for me..

i wan them to get bigger and fatter the next time i see them k..

and also..

do take extra good care of ureslf too..

don't get sick again..

and don't make uself too tired..

jia you, take care and stay happy always..

i'll always love and miss u lots..

and u'll always be there, somewhere deep inside my heart..

there's always a place for u..

hope urs too..

as for me..

just let tears and time heal those pain deep inside..

and i'll soon be fine..

lastly..

special thanks to my dearest pinky, sharon & friends..

thanks for being there for me at this moment..

i really apprecite the friendships i've found in all of u..

and sorry to let ur worry too..

i'll soon be fine ya..

so SMILE..

it'll soon be over.. =)

独自在房间的角落..
点根烟让寂寞飘走..
说起来失眠也不错..
至少可以不作梦..

难道爱会渐渐折旧..
连回忆也变成折磨..
真心的想给你一切..
你偏偏只想要自由..

现在几点钟..
风知不知道妳睡了没有..
抬头仰望着天空..
一起拥有过的快乐..
像断了线的气球..

不在乎有没有以后,
爱你是活着的理由..
紧紧的抱住跟你有关的一切,
包括想着你的心痛..
我们还有没有以后..
牵着手幸福的以后..
在你的心中千万记得还有我..
永远守着我的承诺..
在等候..

❤ 8:14 pm

♥

i'm so early for bloggin today..

hehex..

cause i didn't sleep last nite...

not even had my eyes closed for a second...

lol!

but i don't feel tired at all..

hehex..

aniwaes..

i'm sick and tired of my blog skin already..

gonna find new wan soon..

but dont have nice ones..

hmmm...

mayb next time den change ba.. =)

okie..

shall blog till here..

8816~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*

❤ 9:50 am

♥ Wednesday, August 01, 2007

exams exams exams..

i hate it whn it cums to exams!

why muz there b exams in dis world?

argh!

aniwaes..

exams are startin dis sat till nxt sun..

btw..

ur muz b thinkin tt whr gt exams on sun wan?

lol..

moi sch haf lorx..

sum more is i dont like de CRM!

@#$%^&*@#$%^&*

hahax..

but bo bian..

muz study..

i wanna gt at least a B for each sub!

hehehex.. =)

hmmm...

gonna gt moi labby soon~~~~* =)

but donno whn..

still decidin on which brand to buy..

i wan SONY de VAIO series la..

but alot ppl sae nt gd!

haiz..

donno la.

shall see ba...

okie..

shall blog till here la..

nid go study le..

and jia you to those havin exams too!~~~~~* =)

8816~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*

❤ 5:46 pm